Oh

I think I finally want to share the fact that I've been writing here. It's mainly been for me, but I recently have a better idea of what I could be doing. Again, I don't care if I'm consistent, I'm just kind of in this period of time where I'm following through with things- at least when it comes to writing.

I just read through all of these, and I realize I probably seem, basically, boring or corny.. but honestly a lot of this is kind of funny to me. Like, especially in the last 3, why am I just analyzing my own work? That's kind of funny. But it's not a bad idea.

It just seems like, the way things are now, I'll post a picture of 1/8th of what I intend to show people and provide a caption that says "Worms!" or something unrelated. I mean that's kinda awesome too, and I should not stop, but honestly I think I keep stuff brief because there's so much shit going on and very little time in which to talk about it. I don't think an early-2000s style blog is going to make a difference, but it's closer to my idea of how things can go.

More specifically, I just kind of had this revelation of being open; I kinda want to attempt to be specific and literal. I don't enjoy being literal as much as I like word play and metaphor and all the good, fun stuff, but for now I don't want there to be any confusion. I don't like that folks can think they know what I'm intending, especially on a personal basis. Kinda gets under my skin when people get my intentions drastically wrong. It's wild! It happens very often! I don't understand how I am consistently misinterpreted! But I guess that's anybody.

Also maybe I don't talk to anyone. There's not like "one" person that I talk to, and I don't know if that's a common thing that people have. I also don't talk about what's going on in my life, in social situations. That's also tricky. Do you keep it light? What about one-on-one hangouts? Depends on the person. I also haven't had a one-on-one in about a month. Then, before that, it was probably another month. Oh, plus I tend to forget that people get into romantic relationships and that might just do it for folks. What the hell am I talking about, now? I don't know how else to say it, but I think I've pretty consistently been my own best friend. I journal or whatever. That's who I talk to.

Dang, ok, I was hoping this would be lighter or funnier or something.

But I guess this is my second one of these, today. That's plenty. I'm tired.